Sunbunnies

Today was another pretty eff-ing awesome day. Kayleen and I went and hung out by the pool even though Teetz is gone, because, well, we can. It was perfect really, though it could have been a bit cooler and we would have been even happier, none of this 100+ degree bullshit from last week. It's been pretty relaxing since then, the traumatic events from last evening are still traumatic, but everything looks different in the sun. It also helps that Teetz and I had a good talk last night and he's right for sure, Drake doesn't deserve me. There, I said it, even though all my friends have been thinking it, I am finally saying it myself. Or let me rephrase, the old Drake did, and always will deserve me. But not the one that took his place a couple months ago. That Drake is not the one I fell in love with, therefore not the one who I still consider to be 'The One'. Unfortunately, The One is not coming back, and at this point it would be pointless, because he's obviously moved on and I have too. I have not done it so obviously, or maybe I have done it more obviously, either way, we're moved on.

I saw my friend Bill today, he was in town from Virginia, had a business trip in Denver, and was passing through. We went to Juice Stop - he'd never been there in all his years at UNL. Sad. Good thing we remedied that today.

Brett is in Iowa. I'm sad. I want to go see Clerks II so bad with him. Stupid Iowa is so lucky it gets Brett this weekend. Stupid Ireland is so lucky it gets Teetz til Tuesday. I want Brett to come back so we can use my stove and make chili (my stove doesn't get used a lot except for boiling water for noodles.) I want Teetz to hurry back so we can cuddle and watch Friends.

I have this random phone number in my phone and I don't know who it belongs to. I haven't added anyone lately, which leads me to believe they put it in themselves, which presents a couple problems: 1) it is someone I should know, since they've been around me enough to have long enough access to my phone to even put the number in in the first place and 2) I can't just call and ask who it is, since I obviously should know. It had to have been done some time last week/weekend, because I haven't been around any "new" people this whole week, I've been with Teetz, JohnRoss, and/or Kayleen the whole time. But there is no name. It was listed in my phone book though. Ah well, it can't be that important I guess. I sent a text asking who it was, we'll see if I ever get an answer. If not, that's what the 'delete' button is for.

I am a tad red from laying outside today. I was planning on using this evening to continue putting stuff away in my apartment, but I might just lay down and watch a movie instead. The sun definitely has zapped my energy, but the tan I've got is so worth it.